I'll be 32 weeks tomorrow.
Holy cow.
I can't believe it has gone so fast.
How is that even possible? 32 weeks?
I keep having these moments of panic when I suddenly realize how close I am to having this baby. I start to worry that I'm not ready and have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I'm going to be 100% responsible for another human being. That is incredibly...overwhelming. I'm ready in the sense that I already feel intense love for this little nugget, and I'm dying to meet him/her, but not necessarily "prepared". I'm not sure if it's even possible to feel prepared.
I've got 7 more weeks, at the very most, before my life changes forever. I can't help but wonder what that love is going to feel like and how my perspective will change. I can't wait to hold this little baby and feel that bond with my son or daughter. I feel so incredibly blessed by the good Lord above to have this privilege of watching over one of His own.
Wow.
Those last few weeks of pregnancy are really amazing...getting so close to actually holding your baby. I don't think anyone is ever truly ready to welcome a baby...it's such an enormous thing. But it's such a wonderful thing, as well. From your writing, there's no doubt you will be fabulous at motherhood!!
ReplyDeleteI don't think you should be scared. The fear will turn into that sorta love that's drunk with emotion and superwoman motherly care that only a mother can give to her baby.
ReplyDeleteBTW: Is it a boy or girl? HAVN CHECKED THE OTHER POSTS YET BUT I'M HEADING THERE :)
just you wait and see :)
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